LiFeIsFaTeD

2010-02-25T02:35:00.001-08:00

On grad day! wont say about the things cause pics can do the toking liao =)

2010-02-19T10:40:00.000-08:00

Today went to jian house gamble and lose again man so sway! every year lose and lose til like its normal liao xD hmmmmmm tml going to my cousin de gf chalet or should i say birthday party. hope will be a fun day and 4 more days to graudaution ceromony looking forward =)

2010-02-17T22:51:00.000-08:00

Lazy to post so i will just update a fast 1 xD hmmmm chinese new year eve went to bishan to see ge tai then on chinese new year gamble and at night all my amk side de cousins tgt went to chinatown de pub drink & have lots of fun! dam havoc yo then on chu er went to gamble again at haomeng house and blablabla. chui san went to sheesha with jx,wh and wl but i suddenly fall sick, totally spoil my mood lol. now at home meditate hope i can faster recover =) HAPPI NEW YEAR GUYS!

2010-02-10T04:39:00.000-08:00

Today went swimming to relax with jiaxun lol actually nth much more the end =)

2010-02-09T06:39:00.000-08:00

Okok its been so long i posted man so today gona post since im kind of bored. life is so boring now adays man. mostly spending most of my time playing games and nth else gona go crazy soon. i find some gals rlly make my day. those things they do rlly making mi laughing our loud. today went to slack with jx then at night eat sakae sushi with wh,wj & jiaxun. total cost wh $125 lol so sad man. at least i haoxin kup 10 dollar cause he say he treat ma. so mostly my night life is drink drink & drink nth else. sembawang is dam fucking sian, the only thing i can think of is drinking at night. can at least make mi feel better! I SO WANA GET DRUNK OK! so so long since i drunk last time. my blog gona close soon also cause if u guys come here to view then didnt tag also like lame le. i like post and comment myself haha. do tag if u are here arbo i feel like idiot LOL . EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO tats mi yo!

2010-01-25T06:39:00.000-08:00

Today went to singing at old marsling with raymond, jonathan and linda! sing at there rlly is dam cheap de lor compare to partyworld & k-box all. from 3.30pm sing til around 7 we pay $21 ALTGT not per person le haha. had fun inside the room singing all kinds of shit songs!

2010-01-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

Life is fated right guys? although ppl keep saying fate is created by ur own hands and i belive tat but how many ppl rlly can do it? ytd drinking with hall2 bros & zihui they all but the gals only drink coke when lose lol. actually nth much to post already, blog seems so dead now. cya guys

2010-01-18T18:17:00.000-08:00

Smile at the outside dead in the inside, just dont know wats happening to mi. i nd someone who can be there for mi, someone who can be with mi through good and bad times and someone who can change my life. im just doing harmful things to my body! why am i becoming like this!?

2010-01-13T22:05:00.000-08:00

Yoyo guys im here to post about on tuesday de sentosa trip with baka! early in the morning she sms mi say haven sleep whereby i already tell her to sleep early! then i wake up around 8+ then gong gong de go bath all and went to meet her first. we went to eat first then took bus to vivo quite a long journey . reach there liao then choing inside the water but it was dam cold man! play in the water from 5+ to nearly 7 then faster rush to bath cause WE CANT AFFORD TO MISS THE MERLION AGAIN! we miss the merlion 2 times already sia so this time round we must make it in time liao. reach at the merlion there around 7.25, buy the tickets and there go we in! merlion completely change sia cause when i last time enter it was like gt spiral staircase to go up and no aircon one now become so high tech -.- they change til quite nice and somemore gt lift and lucky draw like tat de but the prize is all the same lame haha. took lift to the 10th floor and look at the view outside it was dam nice & cool bodoh and windy somemore. so baka took out her camera and start shooting liao! then finally we went to the top of the merlion. the staff there help us to take pics but it was dark i guess then she give up lol.after tat went to the swing and slack awhile then went to ljs for dinner! chit chat til 10 then took bus to baka house there first then to causeway then from causeway to sbw lol wat a long journey siol. guess baka have fun when she is always with mi haha but always kana bully by her diao. although im friendly and innocent la but no nd bully one right si baka HAHA. anyway ytd went to catch crab at sbw park with andrew and raymond. this coming sat going to malaysia with andrew, raymond and jimmy. im broke man must camp at home for money already haha cya guys tc! TAG MI MORE TY!

2010-01-12T09:23:00.000-08:00

So long didnt post liao cause my blog like dying man! kind of getting more and more emo sia dont know why. can ownself go out alone eat and slack this all haha crazy right? today went to sentosa with baka to relax my mind and enjoy. life is so boring now , everyday cycle is computer then slack outside or not is at home all the way! guys who gt read my blog tag mi more le or not i rlly close down this blog liao. like blog for ownself to read lol. si baka dont think too much ok? always think in the positive way. every problem always gt a solution one is depend on how u handle it nia. gona sleep soon so tired man!

2010-01-02T05:48:00.000-08:00

Ytd night meet up and went to chongpang for dinner after tat went to chamber for some dota! went back to sembawang and decided to drink to celebrate weijie advanced birthday and hui 2 more days going in army. hui was drunk & dam funny, lucky tat wj china boi didnt drunk. he was only very aggessive and high nia. after drinking all took qutie alot of pics man. its been so long since we all take photo tgt. guess everyone had fun & so do i. hope we can hang out more often like this. this bonding of our friendship is since im 12 yrs old. tc all of my hall2 brothers!

2010-01-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

Last thursday went to esplanade to countdown. there was pack with ppl siol -.- waited til 12 then fire works started =) compare to last year i think this year sucks man. after tat went to bq the nxt stop for drinking! morning 7+ take mrt home & was dam shag. there will be lot more pics coming up. stay tune guys! anyway for the passer dog i already tell u if u want then come to mi only. dont keep on be keyboard warrior hide behind ur com and bark. plus ur english rlly totally cmi. jiaolang with jiaobin & jiao english HAHA. just come and find mi le im so scare sia. i everyday go out why nth happen to mi hais SO BORING SIA. u this dog dare to say dare to do dont be a keyboard warrior. u sux to the core man fucking stupid dog WOOOOOOOOO.

2009-12-29T00:09:00.000-08:00

Ytd de fun haha drunk gal & drunk boi in the house yo!

2009-12-28T22:33:00.000-08:00

Last saturday went to my biaojie de bbq at her house downstair & was quite happening siol haha. im lazy to say much so i will just let the pics do the toking xD. wondering why my biaojie wear until like tat & by the way my biaojie is the one in white shirt de. the reason is cause she told all the friends to come down with a nerdy outlooks. whoever wear the most nerd one will get a price ! so after bbq went to my cousin house for drinking yo! all drink til so high & some ko haha tat was so funny man & the worst thing is 1 of the pics on top cmi TOTALLY . i remember taking tat pic with my sister? haha my face like lost boi & is so ugly can -.- can consider a fun day after all =) on sunday nth much just slack outside & tats it so lets move on to monday. on monday i ownself went to bugis to buy my com ram, speaker & mouse pad. poor thing right ownself went to bugis cause everyone like busy then ownself go lor. so on tat day i declare bankrupt after spending everything on com. on monday afternoon went to eat with zihui then i went to partyworld . sing til 11+ then went to weihao house. we plan to drink at hall2 so we went to mama shop & brought 3 vodka altgt. gt mi,weihao,weijie,jason,elaine,zihui & weiching, dam funny when some of them drunk! in the end jason like lost boi sit at 1 corner keep on 1 viomit. as for elaine more worst must carry her home but carry half way nia cause she say pain & she totally dead drunk sia. finally manage to send her home by mi,wh,wj,jason & weiching and the sun is coming out.Will upload those pics when they send mi =) im still not sure im happi or upset whenever i drink? just to make mi feel better & think positively or making it worst?

2009-12-26T01:23:00.000-08:00

Spammers if u dont like mi or wat pls kindly dont come mi blog & say those stupid stuff making urself like a fool. if not happy with mi or wat can kindly come out & walk de thks ah. dont waste my time or ur time, goodbye brainless spammers haha

2009-12-25T07:55:00.000-08:00

Today meet up with jx,wj & wh then went to kallang for ice skating but at there was pack with ppl so in the end decided to catch a movie avatar. tat show is awesome man, the effect all is so nice. after tat went to bugis cause i wana buy my ram for my com but the shop was close diao. wasted our time going down to bugis so after tat went to orchard & walk around. nth much actually anyway tml is my biaojie birthday, gona have bbq wooooooo & most importantly drinking section! i wish i can drunk but kind of hard, even i viomit i still hard to drunk. last but not least happi merry chirstmas everyone!

2009-12-22T17:04:00.000-08:00

HAIS disappointed 1st semester get 2.8gpa 2nd semester get 2.4gpa overall 2.4 sian cant make it to higher nitec. rlly dam disappointed la fuck it guess i will just have to plan my nxt step ba. if 2nd semester didnt happen so much things guess i will already made it through smoothly. minimium gpa to apple for higher nitec is 2.8 =( im totally moodless but guess nth can be done already. i put so much hope on going to higher nitec but i still fail myself & fail everyone around mi. im fuck up man or should i say im useless? i rlly did study bcos i want my mother to be happi but sian this time i fail her ba. but i will not give up at here, i will buck up & do whatever i can in life before its too late. a big hais for mi la STRESS!

2009-12-21T07:47:00.000-08:00

Ok after 3 tiring days i finally blog again! on sat went to sentosa with classmates but is totally bored & waste of time man. dont wana post much on tat day so proceed to sunday. went to sentosa again with baka this time round & its kind of fun though. although she keep abuse mi la TMD haha meet her around 4 then headed to sentosa. reach there & plan to go to nature walk but hor i forgot how to go LOL. in the end walk to so long & still have find til it. so ended up playing in the water without any extra clothes & shorts! the stupid thing i remember is tat 1 idiot claims tat the rocks is not slippery so i walk down & guess wat i fall down & bleed kukubird de her! after playing in the water rush to the merlion but we are too late for the last entry sad. i always wanted to go up to the merlion cause since so long i went up to there. slack awhile at the swing there then send her home.after i reach sbw, i went to mac & brough big mac for my cousin. so meet up with him for drinking. slack awhile then decided to go to his house drink. i call wj&wh the borther to come over cause 2 ppl drink like sian. when they reach liao we started playing drinking. i fucking sway play the super up down using poker lose til no tml haha. went home around 4+ dam dam tired & high. today went to sentosa again with baka haha but this time round with extra clothes & everything. my mother even say i siao cause 3 days went to sentosa straight. meet her around 3 then went to habour font bus interchange there eat fried kuay teow which she claims tat its very nice. heng she didnt lie but then not tat nice also haha. reach at the beach then straight choing down to the water liao wooooooooo song song. play in the water til 8+ & was kind of fun & i guess she seems very happy also & tats gd. went to bath all then eat long john silver at vivo after tat send her home. its a tiring day but its also a fun day, kind of thinking back there is alot of memories left behind in sentosa. im so shag man gona rest soon to let my body rest. those feeling tat im feeling is hard to explain, dont know why it is acting like tat. goodbye guys do tag mi ok stay tune!

2009-12-17T04:39:00.000-08:00

[[Mi,Sanjie,Erjie & Dajie =) NG'S Family Member]]

Ok finally post up cause qutie bored this few days haha. ok let mi start up with my erjie birthday during last sat, it was quite happening anyway haha. my erjie officially 21 liao happi for her man! open party at our house & it was so pack of ppl man.buffet outside my house & lots of alcohol woooooooo. actually nth much to post also about my life quite sian liao. guess i gona look for job or wat to kill times. most of the time also drink & drink see alcohol also sian liao lol. this sat going to sentosa with classmates so im looking forward to it. im down with flu & cough but heng tat its getting better. my mindset keep on think about soul garden soul garden man! who wana go eat with mi come come tell mi! wondering this year christmas wat is it gona be like. tc everyone & tag mi more my blog rlly dying le. feel like closing down liao haha no business 1.

2009-12-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

Woooohoooooo today went to bugis with jx to buy present for my sister, short pants, necklaces, slippers & muaythai singlet song song. after bugis went down to yishun for my arm treatment cause i injured my arm haha. u know why? cause i play with monkey bar until like tat pro right? so after tat went to sp for kfc then slack at hall2 awhile. home swit home after tat. anyway im rlly feel terrible tat i forgot my mum birthday sia fuck mi la _!_ very sad u know! sry mother! i will not learn bad de dont worry & i did study with my heart & i will not let u down. if i proceed to higher nitec i will sure work even harder to poly! tml is my er jie birthday, holding a party in my house siol. tml will be a havoc day lol & they say drinking at night WOOOOOOOOO i like this man. hope tml will be a fun & memorable day for my sister. i love u erjie although i dont show la but i do treasure all of my blood sister! NG'S FAMILY WANG SUI HUAT AH!

2009-12-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

Okok ytd went out to slack with huiying, we went to sunplaza first for my lunch then after tat arcade for photohunt & rock fever. we felt quite bored so we went to wait for ssc de shelter bus then we headed to ssc. went shopping with her at daiso lol & i nua at splash park xD. around evening took train to bugis to meet alan. long time since we tgt go down bq tgt liao =) so we from bugis walk to bq, reach there around 8+ & u know wat there is like so quiet sia very less ppl. we choose the wrong date to come down haha. we went to speed & there is noone inside so we held our live concert at there LOL. keep on sing & sing. drink til morning 6+ then went to riverside talk about xin shi. around 7 + i reach home -.- dam shag man. this time round i think i gona stop drinking already lol. i want someone to pei mi everyday !

2009-12-04T20:40:00.000-08:00

I think i going to close my blog soon liao, i shall mia from others. i just lead my life & noone gona understand mi how i feel. by the way some gals is rlly thick skin ownself gt tat kind of face want step like gt mei li like tat rlly cmi. fuck love & fuck u

2009-12-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

Ytd morning meet xiaomeimei slack haha. around afternoon went to eat at aston with nelson & weijie after tat kick soccer for awhile then home swit home. actually not much of activities these few days, guess i will have to find something to do. anyway yes i buy dumbell liao wooooooooo shook shook, now can choing 12kg de dumbell .i gona train back my body man cause my body drop alot -.- i also reborn my hair already, only behind de small potion. i still wana make my current tattoo nicer & upgrade my com ! all i nd is money money & money!

2009-12-02T03:27:00.000-08:00

Ytd is the end of my 1 year course of office & is also the 1 & last outing for our class IOE. we all went to soul garden with teacher at northpoint. can say quite fun ? before everyone leave some cry & say will miss each other haha. so after the eating left some of us only so we decided to go safra to play bowling man!play 2 match of bowling then headed home. though our class has no bonding but some of them are rlly gd. GOODBYE IOE 2009 all will be miss. today went to yishun to reborn my 2 cute potion of hair cost mi 20 dollar nia haha then after tat headed to chongpang and buy dumbell de bar. from now on i gona do alots of things & forget alot of things , it kind of sux but i have to make it through. above de pic is only 1/5 of the whole pic we take i guess so! many many pics yet to upload soon when i receive it cya readers! my life is changing little by little =)

2009-11-29T07:06:00.000-08:00

Today went to mac for lunch & also study at there! see i so guai right? having final year exam tml may god bless mi, let everything run through smoothly. going to study soon again cya guys & plus tag mi more bcos my cbox rlly dying. lastly alcohol do make mi feel better . i have been drinking so heavily these past few days hais.

2009-11-28T20:05:00.000-08:00

Shag Face

Ytd went to drinking again at sbw hmmmmmm brought 1 big vodka, chivas, absolute vodka, glends vodka & barcadi. hmmmmm i rlly nd a gal to change my life but guess its so hard to find 1 ba. i know im not a gd stead maybe? i feel more & more lonely now but wat can i do haha nvm ba tats my fucking life man. ytd nearly fight with malays also lanjiaobin 1 they all hmmmmm dont want post so much cause lazy. so today i gona study for my final exam, i rlly must prove to everyone tat i can make it. espcially make my mother happi man so bye guys! by the way my tagboard dying already -.-

2009-11-26T21:33:00.000-08:00

Ytd night went to bq with my godbro hmmmm is a last min decision cause he is like feeling down so meet at bq around 12. reach there and started drinking & singing . gt 1 gal came & say everyone has blow the martel for 5 secs liao now is our turn lol i innocent de sia. so ended up mi and alan blow for 5 sec each. after tat alan so cal de ex HAHA came to drink with us cause ytd is her birthday. she want to make alan drunk then i kana drag along also martel plus beer . drink & drink & drink til im broke man. took first train home & i nearly cant make it home lucky i push myself over the limit to tahan. so reach sbw went to mac to buy 1 burger then home swit home.anyway nowadays i always tie up my hair behind lol. drinking is bad for health & it cant heal or wash away ur pain but why do ppl still drink? just like mi a fool =) do u know how much i miss u ? but its ok since the reality shows everything already, i just have to accept it. coming tuesday is my last paper then going to soul garden with classmates + teacher hope its a nice last outing. im sad, im hurt & im screw up tats all i can say rlly so tired.

2009-11-26T21:29:00.000-08:00

[[}{2-Bro Firduas & Mi]]

[[}{2-Bro zhiwei & Mi]]

[[}{2-Bro Jiaxun & Mi]]

2009-11-21T06:45:00.000-08:00

Ytd night drinking section with my hall2 bro at our usual place hall2. gt mi,jian,dom,weijie,weihao & dada. starting ownself go aj mart buy vodka & ownself start drinking alone outside. the slience of the night & im alone, tat kind of feeling make mi start to think alot of things. just feeling so down ytd cause of some matters. everyone was nearly drunk or can say drunk? all i do ytd night is just drink & drink wanted more & more. drinking cant change anything tat has been done but it can at least make mi feel better? my health is like getting weaker & weaker but its ok ba. my life is rlly getting kind of boring already yea? nd to find something meaningful or wat to do liao ba. cant spend all my time drinking & drinking. the funny part was ytd night after finish 2 bottle of vodka then i tell them 1 more bottle so i went to buy again. after finish the 3rd bottle i tell them 1 more bottle again cause i want more so went to buy again. same story repeats again after the 4th bottle i tell them 1 more bottle again. at tat point of time everyone was like going drunk liao so regardless of tat i went to buy again. after drinking finish the 5th bottle everyone was like ok rlly gone liao but i tell them rlly steady last bottle SO i went to buy the last & final bottle. i did viomit but i continue to drink & i swear i was not drunk at all, im very clear just tat im kind of high & fucking emo? spent around 80 for tat? wat spent is spent & at least alcohol do rlly make mi feel better ba. i know tat there are ppl out there who care & love mi but im always feeling all alone. hais why is my life turning out to be in this way? can i just have someone tat can be there for mii whenever i nd. shower mi with love & folo mi through the rest of my life? life is getting harder & harder each day. tc my readers do tag mi .

2009-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

Nth comes into my way i wanted it to be like forget it then. thks u rlly hurt me so deep can? i wont say much. later just gona go out and drink & drink & drink ! rlly nth can compare the pain tat u give mi. the words u say & u should know all i want is to be with u since starting of this year how we know each other, how much things we gone through. u choose him 3 times leaving mi a big scar in my heart i didnt blame u. and now i give up everything & just whole heartly love u wat u said was the feeling is no longer the same? DO U KNOW HOW HURT & HOW SAD I AM AFTER RECEIVING THIS SMS?!?!?!!?!? fuk care everything nvm i will just drink & drink forget about wat love is all fake ALL FUCKING FAKE! who rlly care about mi? who rlly are there for mi when im down? who rlly fucking love mi before? who rlly fucking pamper mi before? IM JUST FUCKING ALONE LA IM SICK OF LIFE ALREADY. those unseen pain in mine is something tat u all cant imagine. going out alone now just drink & smoke drink & smoke fuck care anything else.

2009-11-19T22:44:00.000-08:00

Looks like im still gona be all alone afterall. i dont wish for much anymore just wait til death finds mi. feeling sad feeling low & im all alone. raining days sux i just want to lead a life tat i wanted it to be like! fuck it

2009-11-18T22:35:00.000-08:00

A gd shot by my classmate siol! anyway beside mi de is andy, friends tat always with mi in school. today before beg exam went to look for her =) we test each other & all eventually came out yes ah! so im confident tat my beg overall grade will sure be a or b if c i commit suicide lol. gona reward myself by watching the movie 2012 with her hehe so cya guys tune to my blog again soon & do tag before u leave.

2009-11-18T01:58:00.000-08:00

Using last time pic man. this pic is the other side of mi when im not emo yo! i will smile now bcos i have a target now & i know i can have u now! in the past we have gone through so many things tgt but still ended up not tgt still remember? til now i still rlly want to settle down with a gal tat rlly suits mi even though i keep on say love sux alll. guys tell mi who dont want to have a perfect love ? is i admit single is gd but how long can u rlly be alone going through ur life? u nd to find a partner tat can accept everything about u & share the same hobbies tgt & i can assure tat it can last. this story very less ppl heard about it cause i didnt say. to the special u & u should know who u are. i can rlly change for u & lets work hard tgt for our future alright? even now i dont rlly smoke liao & guess i will stop drinking for u ok ? guys out there who thinks tat im a playboi then let it be, i know wat kind of person i am. tiongxim is wat i always put tat in my mind, ppl who know mi knews tat! maybe im not a rlly gd stead but im willing to change for the better. i only hope the one i love & the one who loves mi can be happi. i love u PoxK <3

2009-11-16T23:02:00.000-08:00

This pics is last sat take de late post up anyway last fri & sat keep drinking & drinking then ytd went to ziric with my cousin,colin & ahwei but in the end reach there was fucking pack with ppl. & im the only 17 hai dao they all go other club also gt problem dots so decided to went to other pub for drinking. drink & drink then swap to bq 12th element to drink again. drink about 1-2 martel? smoke & drink i know im destroying my life like this but who cares? the most disappointing things is the person tat i thought rlly understand mi end up suspecting mi all hais. i rlly dont know wat to say and ytd nearly fight at there, my life can turn instantly is just see whether i want change anot. if u dont belive in mi then nvm ba & yes its my last time wish & its my wish now also. since ur feelings have change towards mi & u seems cold to mi then i shall not rlly fucking care about relationship de things anymore ba. single all the way ba?

2009-11-14T20:00:00.000-08:00

Past 2 days have been going down to bq for drinking hmmmmmm spent around 100+ ? sian life is getting kind of boring already it sucks. i want to upgrade com & buy mp4, dont know want to spend those money anot. somehow hall2 rlly is no longer like last time where we all share the same hobbies & the bonding is still strong. now everyone has it's own activities & getting further away from each other. those pics above is the process of we all growing up goodbye last time de brotherhood. i rlly nd someone there for mi but im always ended up alone.

2009-11-08T06:45:00.001-08:00

Ok hmmm on fri went down to bq drink again & something happen to my godbro heartpain & sibei hot wont say much more. on sat all the way at home meditate lol then today afternoon jio jiaxun to aston for lunch wooooot. after eat finish then went out to smoke hmmmm ppl out there who dont belive i gt smoke there is the prove see the pic lol. i know wat im doing guys i wont addict de dont worry & tat is some stupid pics he help mi take. after tat went back to broadway slack then proceed to 404 basketball for basketball. long time since i play basketball lor sweat like hell man. play til 9 then went home liao dam shag yo. my life cycle is the same sia lol monday weekdays study then weekend drinking . ppl out there jio mi out more ok?!?!? i want go enjoy life while i can tats why ppl say live life to the fullest dont regret.

2009-11-05T05:58:00.000-08:00

Tml finally is weekend yes ah can go out enjoy & play liao! mostly likely is go drinking lalalalalalala just now went out to do exercise then slack awhile with jiaxun. nth much actually during weekdays. anyway this pic i use hairband tats why looks funny if u dont like alt f4 ah haha but if u like it tag mi la come on i want my blog more lively! cya readers stay happi always.

2009-11-03T03:25:00.001-08:00

Hais i regret alot of things in the past how i wish time can rewind. seriously speaking i can feel im changing, changing to someone tat not the past nong anymore. if i have the chance again i will treasure & cherish everything tat i have. guys i admit sometimes i do smoke & i rlly dont like smoking just tat when i smoke & drink at the same time i feel dizzy & tat is wat makes mi feel carefree.

2009-11-02T07:42:00.000-08:00

[[Main Charactor my beloved AHMA =)]]

Thats all the pic when celebrating my ahma birthday! enjoy ppl do tag mi!

2009-11-01T18:23:00.001-08:00

I decided to change link bcos i dont want dogs tat dont know anything about mi kpkb behind com. if u dont know anything about mi pls kindly fuck off thks =) woooooooo

2009-10-31T18:43:00.000-07:00

Yoyo im back to blogging man on fri night went to jab1 with weihao,weijie,bryce,jasmine,hamster & jingsheng. last week wh jio mi go down de keke. so went there drink balance of half a martel then open 1 more bottle of martel siol. drink til song man tat day was dam high do u know why? cause how play dice keep lose to jasmine -.- i lose to her 30 + cups or maybe 40? most of them drunk funny siol lucky i nearly man! so on sat went to my ahma birthday at 7go at upperthomsand road there old usual place haha. eat alot of things & pic will be uploaded once my cousin upload! hmmmmm so after eating around 10+ went to malaysia with my dajie & jiefu for awhile lol then come back to singapore. jiefu say drive my dajie home then jio mi go drink lol so went to east coast de thai pub & drink. fucking high keep on shake yo the martel plus smoke plus r&b & flashlight man. drink til 2+ jiefu drive mi home & i viomit at the toliet man. keep drink non-stop then very bloated siol. is not tat i drunk so i viomit, is i viomit cause im too full! tats all for past 2 days! now every weekend i want go enjoy nia cause weekdays study 5 days sian man. & im sure i want save money and buy bike either on 18 or 19 yrs old =) readers tag mi ah dont view for free nia!

2009-10-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Well today have my beg test man it was like so funny lor. took alot of pics with classmates sia but only 1 upload nia! i will upload pics in school today as soon as they upload it! so lucky tat i pass my beg test haha thought i will fail. maybe my shirt abit like clubbing 1 instead of office wear lol.tats all for today!

2009-10-25T19:33:00.000-07:00

This is wat happen when im totally worn out due to sickness & alcohol for constant days! hmmmmm ytd went to bugis all buy 6 items, long since i go buy things for myself lol thks my mother for those money wahahaha. at night my cousin cal & ask mi pei him go see doctor then he specially cab down to yewtee to see the gal he like haha. he did change alot & im happi about it yo & the most funny thing is from sbw run to yewtee just to help her buy ice cream & to see her im touch sia LOL. after tat cab down to bedok there bcos his campmates father just open a new western stall at there. order some satays & 4 bottle of beer actually im so scare of alcohol liao im gona quit real soon! im so shag & so tired hmmmm how i wish there is a gal to tc of mi but somehow i must learn to tc of myself first =) today is a test for my beg test about wearing the correct outfit to interview de & i think im gona fail buy wrong lol boring.nvm i will just choing in & do my best! i have been coughing for 1 week +, i hope i can recover sooon so i can go sing & eat alot of things! GOD BLESS MI PLS! going to school soon goodbye readers do tag mi more im emo yea wahahahahahahA.

2009-10-24T20:19:00.000-07:00

I have been sick for a long period of time, most jialat is my headache & cough its killing mi. fri & sat go drink & drink u know why? bcos im thinking of tat SOMEONE, i wish we can start over again but let mi tell u all la hor NV will again. i fucking down & nd u tat day u leave mi so fast & enjoy at sentosa whereby im at home alone & having fever. yes is my mistake tat i ask for break tat time as im too rush & didnt think but cant totally blame mi right. i nd someone to tc of mi but there is noone. i just always end up alone & ur post thks la rlly i wont be a fool emoing over this relationship anymore. fuck love & bye love & guys out there nb dont fucking cheat on her or wat la hor. i sure give u all die. right now fever again fuck it.im so down now fuck la, I JUST FACE EVERYTHING ALONE.

2009-10-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

Im now school right now, my head was dam pain -.- hmmmmm later solo go see doctor liao cause all the medicine didnt take effect sian. to others fucker outside if u all dont know about mi dont assume la hor.

2009-10-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Im so sick now sigh actually noone rlly understand mi. how much pain im enduring, ppl also totally have no clue at all. im tired of living actually, i just want to have a better life tats all. wat can i ever do to get the life i wanted it to be? maybe fate is just playing with mi .

2009-10-16T22:39:00.000-07:00

Shall post wat happen ytd man, ytd went down to bq alone. was heading to mrt around 11.25 but hor they say no last train to raffles place liao tmd -.- in the end must waste money cab down. reach there went to speed and alan they all was there liao. i keep quiet and walk to a corner and sit, didnt even reply them. alan & carol was like dulan cause didnt cal them all just no mood yea? so alan ask mi to sit tgt with them bcos i plan to sit alone at 1 corner de. so we order few jug of beer & martel, i was drinking so fast eariler on dam song but pain also -.- bcos im still sick. after tat i fucking bring the book tat i plan to give to SOMEONE but think no nd anymore since u think im a jerk or wat watever just let it be then. i take out my pen and continue to write IM SORRY SORRY til 30 pages.Actually plan to use blood to write im sorry at the last page 1 but when i cut suddenly forgot to do tat -.- in the pub write those childish thing is kind of stupid yea haha. after writing went to toliet with stupid penknives i brought. somehow i dont know why i take the penknife and slash my hand haha. so i came out acting cum gong nth happen but after awhile my blood keep dripping down the floor then someone notice it. 1 of the ppl tell alan tat ur godbro was bleeding then all of them were fucking dulan. even kelvin the bartender also scold mi say cb u stupid or wat even i have more problems than u. i went to the basin and wash my cuts & kelvin help mi apply medicine, i thks u all for caring for mi but i already told u all this will be the first & the very last time i do this stupid thing. alan told mi tat alot of ppl say i nearly commit suicide in speed cause alot of blood -.- im here to say sry to alan,kelvin,k2,jenny,yiting,jeffery & clarence . i know i make u all fucking sad & angry but noone understand how i feel. after everything happen continue drinking til 7 then cab home. when i cut myself i rlly cant feel any pain cause my heart is already dead =) i know im stupid & silly doing this childish act but its since long i did this. i know by cutting doesnt help at all but at least let mi feel some blood. i give up on love & love give up on mi. hope things will be better when im leading my single life. the cut in my hand is qutie deep lol but its ok time will heal the wounds but not my heart. i dont mind being the jerk in ur eyes cause i know my love for u is true from the start til the day we break. anyway im like going to have no voice already sia bcos drink too much but now healing in progess. hope i can recover by the time school start. once again i thks & sry for those ppl who care & concern about mi. i love u guys.

2009-10-16T06:30:00.001-07:00

I dont know wat to do im lost, why does relationship always makes ppl suffer so much? im sry if i have hurt u but from the bottem of my heart im serious with u from the start til now. i dont want explain much ba i know wat im doing. hais just let mi be the bad guy in ur eyes ba, just let it be. im going to bq to drink & i swear today will be the last time i do stupid & silly things & cry for relationship. i rlly hope ur bai ma wang zi will soon find u, im sry tat i hurt u rlly.im just so tired to move on in relationship, its always make mi so emo. regardless of my fucking throat tat hurts hell, im gona drink til i drop today hope so. and i will prove to u im rlly sry zoyi wangzuer, hope u will have a better life ahead! study hard i love u!

2009-10-15T21:45:00.000-07:00

Im sick & tired of my relationship life, it rlly sucks. i dont blame anyone just blame myself maybe i dont suits anyone also. im skinny, im not rich and im not educated . single is the best no nd to worry about anything. i know im always emo but tats my life ba, i only hope my life can be better as times goes by. im thinking of quitting drinking also already hais i find it no point ba hope i can do it. im rlly dam sick from ytd til now, i even cough blood out. head & throat hurt like hell & im facing all these alone. i thanks my mother for being understanding i love her although sometimes i cant control and scold vulgar at her but i rlly respect her & dotes her alot. as times goes by hope all my pain will be heal regardless is it physically or mentally ba. i hope everyone will live life to the fullest & dont regret. think twice before making ur choice nv live with regrets.

2009-10-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

Today meet up with my cute @ss with her sister to east coast park. meet at dg then took cab to ec park, the cute @ss of mine actually wanted to rollar skate at there de but in the end also didnt . we went up to the rock there & enjoy the breezing wind yo, its like so relaxing . i lie down & close my eyes cause im still tired after all the drinking last night.tats the picture she take when im too shy to face the camera haha. send her sisters & of course my this cute @ss home & after tat i went back to sembawang. suddenly wh cal mi & say wat wailoon they all kana screen all but actually its a lame idea le cause i straight away know they want to give mi surprise. so they make up stories to let mi folo through. went to wailoon house downstair, saw most of my hall2 bros at there with a birthday cake =) thks hall2-brothers i love u all lol after tat slack with them til around 12+ then home swit home. LASTLY i wana say this to ZOYI WANGZUER i see changes in u & im happi about it although i dont rlly show. thks for the wishes & the drawing of mi tat u spent a night of doing tat. im rlly touch about tat although u still dont wana give mi! i can say just let fate decide our path ok? i love u & i miss ur cute little @ss face xD the promise u made to mi just now hor u better do it arbo i come whack ur @ss hor wahahaha!

2009-10-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

Ok im back to blogging! first of all i would like to thks everyone who celebrate with mi & wishing mi a happi birthday. 11 oct 2009 i wont forgot this date cause im rlly touch when everyone stay slient, jenny take out the birthday cake & ktv song was happi birthday song. at tat point of time i was dam shy liao cause everyone looking at mi so i decided to look at the cake HAHA. celebrating at pub can be as happi as it look but taking this reward ND TO PAY A BIG PRICE. even before it reach 12am to my birthday, ppl start giving mi drink liao. 1 cup by 1 cup & by 1 cup & by 1 cup, on tat day i viomited 6 times u know but luckily i didnt get drunk instead my godbro all drunk! but i was about to drunk liao heng i keep act act i drunk so ppl dont keep on drink with mi non-stop. tat day drink about over 30 cups i guess? was dam fucking bloated lor anyway i drink plain water also dont have tat fast. was dam havoc tat night & at the same time emo i guess? haha watever. im rlly so happi tat i had met this godbrother of mine name ALAN. I LOVE U AH ALAN lol gay gay with u abit la dont say i not gd xD LOL. at the same time i thks my parents & my blood sister for giving mi red packet but its almost finish liao =X i thks jenny,k2,raymond & jonathan for the present. went home around morning 7+ reach home take out my clothes & everything there goes off my mind! HELL YEA THIS YEAR BIRTHDAY IS SO FAR THE BEST BIRTHDAY I CELEBRATE EVERY YEAR. hope nxt year will be a better & even more havoc 1 =)

2009-10-07T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ytd i drank alot alot but does it help to reduce my pain? the pain im enduring noones will nv know only myself know. im always end up alone walking through my life, i thks those who are there for mi & concern about mi. i did bleed but i rlly dont feel anything le ba, nth can compare to the pain in my heart. im tired of walking rlly rlly tired. i wont expect anything more in relationship. fuck love rlly i nd ppl to love mi cause im rlly have no more energy to love others liao ba.after a night of thinking i just find myself so stupid & my life is so fuck up bcos of relationship problem. im use to be a happi go lucky cheerful nong tat everyone know but tat nong had dead long time ago.

2009-10-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

pcb fuck love i fucking swear to the god i wont go into relationship anymore. nbcb always kana play . ccb wat true love who the fucking hell cr8 this word. nbcb fucking down la nvm going out to drink , CCB LOVE . NOBODY FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL

2009-10-07T03:10:00.000-07:00

Baby i trust u alright ok? we will last long we will last fucking long!!!!!!!! hmmmmmmmmmm this sat 10 oct celebrating my birthday with my godbro all at boatquay SPEEDLEGEND pub! countdown til 12 midnight then 11 oct my birthday liao!!!! cant wait la this year willl be different ba hope so =) my dear gal i wont change ur life tat u want it to be & sry tat we quarrel bcos of boys stuff. i will dont so sensitive all ok ? i will be ur best bf u ever had !

2009-10-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

Didnt update blog for few days kind of lazy again haha. gal i rlly hope u will be my last love im rlly tired of relationship already. i belive tat u can be a gd gf dont let mi down alright? i accept for who u are, i love u for who u are & i will keep improve to be a better bf . im willing to change & give up everything just for u. i have been thinking how to be a gd bf recently & i guess i rlly know wat to do ba =) whenever u are down i will lend u my shoulder, whenever u are helpless i will guild u through & even the whole world dont want u just remember im always there for u. lets share our joy, sadness & laughter tgt & i belive we will make it far tgt. ZOYI WANGZUER I FUCKING LOVE U xD u will nv walk alone cause im always here. lastly i wont let anyone lay a finger on u, i will protect u no matter wat! tml gona upload pictures of ours stay tune.

2009-10-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

Ytd & today didnt go out at all wahahahaha. firstly is to restore back my body cause of tonning for few days secondly is to save money also ! tml gona go out & play yo & til midnight gona drink with zoyi wor! time faster pass so tat tml i gona enjoy alot man. by the way hunks & babes do u all realise my fringe i go cut short!?!?! u can spot the difference just compare it with my other pics. 9 more days til my birthday cant wait cant wait!!!!!!! im sleeping soon too haha so im hyper active tml bb readers!

2009-09-30T22:59:00.000-07:00

Ytd night went to sherlyn chalet hmmmmm actually can say totally sux when it comes to midnight -.- the parents dont let us go in & we all must stay outside all the way dots man! mi & wh play 5:10 til very siao lol then in the end winner is mi! he is drunk yo as u can see one of the pics i took when he is sleeping lol. anyway gt 1 guy beside sherlyn chalet was kind of drunk then keep stare stare with mi dam funny. i stare back and take out my clothes wait for him to come in the end humji dog go inside chalet & when he come out also dont dare stare LOL lor. think he drunk & big size = big fuck ah yo poor thing. after tat when wh is sleeping i suddenly become fucking emo, rlly is all alone lor. ownself drink & drink then suddenly rain -.- i was half nake in the rain, feeling so emo tat i even get myself all wet dont know why. until this morning we took first bus around 6+ then reach home around 7+ dam shag! i feel lik opening chalet for my birthday but sigh so expensive lor where to get money! just let mi drink drank drunk to forget all those unhappy things yo! 10 more days to my birthday! all those pics took when my face like steam steam after i drink lol. by the way all my pic look dam sad & emo & we 2 person almost finish 1 bottle of terquila man!

2009-09-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

Few days didnt post already cause im kind of lazy u know haha. past 2 days have been tonning & drinking with amber =) say alot of xinshi & emo a period of times man. today surpose to be going to carol's birthday celebration at bq de but didnt have money so didnt go. on wed im going to sherlyn chalet cause of her birthday. im going down with my godbro & wh most properly. didnt manage to get any part-time job & im running out of money. without money u cant go anywhere boring! im gona to have a good & nice sleep after few days of tonning so sayonara guys & gals. anyway counting down to my birthday 13 days more , 11 oct on sunday. wonder this year how my birthday is gona be like. hope it will be a memorable 1 =)

2009-09-24T20:47:00.000-07:00

Ytd night went to firduas house for hari raya celebration then slack around til 11pm then went off to take mrt.yiting last min suddenly sms mi ask mi want go bq to drink anot so i ask alan gt go anot cause standard mi & him combo de. she replied no cause he studying at friend house all was shock lor lol. so reach bq around 12 then started drinking with her & 1 more her colleague name ray. play 5:10 and etc. sing quite alot of songs & was quite emo at tat point of time, lots of things just keep flashing through my mind. the funny thing is ray ask mi how old am i then i replied saying 17 yrs old then he was shcok & say u are very young lor cause he is 24 yrs old LOL. actually my life is already out in the adults world just tat im 17 but dont assume my thinking is just 17 yrs old kid ok! only those who know mi well will know wat kind of person am i. actually plan to go jian house to find my hall2 friends de but somehow im abit not clear & i keep walking around. the slience night & im walking alone & im rlly fucking sad about my screw up life. i may seems to be happy & lots of friends but im rlly all alone most of the time. when i nd someone there for mi, there isnt anyone. when im so fucking sad theres noone to lend mi a listening ear. walking alone late at night is rlly fuck up luckyly i manage to get home. guys out there who have stead may u all last long with ur gf/bf!

2009-09-22T23:27:00.001-07:00

People can change within a sec so guys & gals no nd rlly be serious in relationship if u are still young cause even adults who is married also divorce. love will only give u pain & sadness most of the time hardly there will be happiness all the time. im laughing at myself or should i be im single? dont know la lol watever siol.IM GOING TO JOHOR SOON AGAIN, GO THERE PAMPER MYSELF LIKE KING!

2009-09-22T07:05:00.000-07:00

Goodbye my love since u want it in this way then let it be ba. kind of laughing at myself, when can i rlly find the right gal? nvm i also tired liao i will not be serious in relationship anymore. at least i will remember those happi moments we have been tgt. u seems so close to mi yet so far away, u dont understand mi & i dont understand u. all the best to ur future. it rlly makes sense cause happi moment just last awhile whereby sadness last very long or forever.

2009-09-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to meet baby baka as usual , reach her house downstair around 3+ then waited for her awhile. cannot blame her ma gt pig legs so movement abit slow LOL JKJK HOR. so we took 190 to orchard to have our lunch, the bus from panjang to orchard is fast de lor so envy her sia. her place there can take so many bus to different place but sembawang wat shit also cannot. gt 1 bus to geylang nia LOL. so went there to eat fried fish slice soup with rice not bad wor, is baby intro mi de =) so walk down to cine to catch a movie but hor no show -.- so slack at coffee shop eat dessert & chat about stuffs. our chatting is power siol u know why? bcos we can chat til hours de lor haha after tat walk to plaza sin there cause baby say there de neoprint is dam cheap lor. $3,4,5 only . once again i play ddr with baby again & i pass last stage lor but baby fail YES AH! after tat went to food court eat again , the fried chicken with rice is dam nice ok somemore not expensive also. worth eating & eating nxt time sure bring baby go eat again yo. eat finish then walk walk awhile more then took bus home . baby i love u & im here to say YES AH I BREAK RECORD LOL u know wat i mean yo! missing u wor our nxt trip is cycling hehe mwah!

2009-09-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

Ytd went down to lavender there de pub bcos my godbro dream gal at there lol. so mi,jenny,k2,jeffery,clarence,zhukai,vanessa,yiting & my godbro drink til around 2+ . its was toally fun man, all trying to make birthday boi drunk & i always keep kana aim lol. at tat point of time i rlly do miss baby alot =) sms with her til quite long even they also kp mi =X . after tat we swap place to bq speed legend & drink til 5 plus. today afternoon i wake up use com awhile then went over to find my baby =) slack around then went to shopping mail to eat then after tat send her home & HOME SWIT HOME lol. ytd jeffery & my godbro say something which is meaningful & true. Love is just like flying kites, u must learn how to pull & let go at the right time or not it will eventually breaks & fly on its own.

2009-09-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

Today went out with baby to sentosa =) 2+ went out andreach bukit panjang to meet baby & it was raining heavily heng i gt bring umbrella siool! so we walk to the nearby bustop & took 963 to vivo, its a long journey anyway. reach vivo & went to have our lunch at the food court. went in to sentosa & play in water for about 1 hour then went to bath. actually plan to go up to merlion de but last entrance is 7.30 we didnt make it sad! so took skyride instead. after skyride go eat again haha, guys dont ever go to the top lvl of vivo food court nasi lemak stall. it sux la totally waste of money sia, not nice & expensive zzzzzzzz. after tat went to bustop with baby & send her home . reach her place around 11+ then i went home after tat. baby hope today u have lots of fun with mi i love u. remember the promises we made & i will bring u go all around singapore to play de. do rlly tc of her health, dont always make mi worry for u ok u baka. im missing her already omg! miss hugging her & kissing her sad. lets hope time pass fast til i meet u again my baby. 22 more days to my birthday, i wonder wat it will be like. will it be a better & memorable 1 or will it be worst? lets wait & see ba bb guys im so tired

2009-09-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

Everything is fine now =) after ytd we finally tok everything out we still think both of us dont bear to leave each other. the love in us is growing stronger & stronger, quarrel is bad most of the time but it helps u to understand 1 another more. seriously i dont bear to give up just like tat baby i love u. lets work hard tgt for our future, we will face any obstacle tgt. remember u are not alone my dear baka u have mi. later meeting my dear baka to sentosa, i miss everything of her!

2009-09-16T22:50:00.001-07:00

Im just a fucking easy jealous person & this is mi la hor. i already tolerate alot of things bcos i hope we can be happi tgt but im wrong. anyway fuck it la i rlly trust love no more. nbcb wat is love? LOVE = HURTS everyone think twice before go into relationship or not both parties will be hurt.now i have nth again its ok maybe use to it la. my relationship life sux to the core nv will find a right gal in my life. im sensitive, im easily jealous, i may seems to be happi & alright with things but u nv know how i feel. ok dont say about love anymore, at night ownself going to bq drink. i still thks u for those days we have been tgt, remember to tc of ur health. all the best for ur future

2009-09-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today as usual train down to find my dear baka =) reach there around 7+ then went home at 10+ hmmmmm time rlly pass so fast whenever i was with u =( how i wish times stop at the very moment so it feels like i nv gona say goodbye to u. baby pls tc of urself ok? i rlly worry about ur health & do eat more ok u become pig or wat i also want u de no worries =X as long as we are tgt, we sure can go through anything tgt de. & guys out there if u dare to touch her u can TRY ur luck. my gf is my everything so do treat her nice & respect her thks. after all we are getting closer & closer hope everything will go smoothly when we are tgt longer & longer. love u babe!

2009-09-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

Today 6+ went over to cck to find my dear baka cause i promise her to play ddr with her =) so play ddr tgt is like dam funny lor so long i didnt play liao but still gt some skill ok! after tat suddenly ask her want watch movie anot haha so gd lor pls xD we decided to watch alien in the attic was a funny show though, we laugh quite alot. so after the movie went down to have kfc for dinner then folo up by sending baby home. chat awhile & then off i go, walk to lrt station then go home with dom. he swee swee also at lrt but at different station so meet up liao then tgt go home. we do quarrel we do feel happi tats part of life.lets change for the better & walk towards the future hand in hand! i love u my dear silly baka! just mi & u

2009-09-14T17:18:00.000-07:00

Hate takes alot of Love

I kneel on the floor,
Tears falling from my eyes.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.

Then why do I still love you?
Why am i still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.

People say it’s plain to see,
People say its clear.
That if i just run away,
You would just disapear.

But nothing was ever simple,
There’s nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
From what was once so dear to me.

I love you but i hate you,
Without you i’d be dead.
But you’ll be the death of me,
With all the things you’ve said.

I know this won’t make any sense,
You might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you’ll understand.

Good things last awhile.
But pain last forever.

Be good or Be bad, just let fate decide ba

2009-09-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today didnt go school bcos of my dear baka bcos she is sick & i must tc of her =) so didnt go school went to meet her around 1+ then pei her til night 11+ then reach home hehe so good of mi right MY DEAR!? im missing u from the moment im away from u, hope u misses mi 2. everything is going smoothly & good, all i want to say is i love u & i miss u. I will accompany u more & make ur day everytime i meet u de. i hope i can give u endless smiles in ur face, no matter how ahgua how fierce or how gay i am or even how act cute i am. as long as u are happi i dont mind being a clown man! anyway my poa ca2 test i gt 70+/100 songbo i clever anot? must clap for mi ok cause i do study sia. more kisses from my dear baka can liao =X

2009-09-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

Im missing my dear baka right from the starting of this morning til now its night! she is finally reaching home! gona tok with her til no tml la haha miss her so much til want to smack her butt liao HAHA opppssss

2009-09-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

On friday went to johor with andy , should just shortcut & say everything cause lazy man! then on the night went to pub to find my godbro standard drink til around morning like tat then go home! today went out with baka lol the funniest part is my lrt fuck up, im lost at there lol catch G-force at vivo then chit chat til around 10+ went home. not bad anyway im so tired here shall end now! tc guys & babes!

2009-09-09T04:40:00.000-07:00

Today have pizzahut with classmate yo! can u see the GAL name atikaq in white shirt 1, she gt baby tat is 3mths big already LOL. actually she is a small size gal but with a big BELLY siol. did enjoy the meal & went back school to revise more for tml poa exam! i will try to aim A man! i will prove to teacher i can do it. chat with andy about going to johor cause he go there quite alot of times . he tell mi there de things all very cheap all even watch movie is only sg$2 like tat WTF man. so this coming friday going johor with him song la, i should paper myself more cause it since long i pamper myself wahahahahaha.later going to study poa liao im gd boi ok, hope i can proceed to higher nitec CHOING AH!

2009-09-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

Everyday my life cycle study, reach home use com, watch tv from 4.30 -5.30, eat, use com til 8, watch tv 8- 9 then 9 - 10 after tat exercise then dota then exercise once more finally eat again! lol my life is like so boring yo, saving money & jioing ppl to go eat buffet all wahahaha. since long i pamper myself liao! i know this pic i am sexy lol anyway its my blog i wont be shy! if u dont like it then alt f4 i dont mind at all! cya guys . & somehow im thinking back how i used to love someone so much.

2009-09-06T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ytd night went to my brother raymond birthday party . quite alot of ppl celebrates raymond de birthday, he must be happi lol. so bbq then ate some food continue by disturb my last time classmate all. bought poker & alcohol & all started playing was quite fun though. weijie,jiaxun,melford totally ko dam funny sia then raymond & weihao nearly man! after everything went home at 1.35am, hope my bro like the shirt i buy for him alright going to school soon!

2009-09-05T21:51:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to pub to enjoy & sing song these few days think alot of things it sux. 10+ meet my godbro then we headed over to speed legend our 2nd home haha. drink half martel & 3 barrier & did enjoy myself with my godbro all they rox man.morning 6 plus when going off already, sing song with angmo dam funny sia. took some pics cause i want make my blog more alive so guys do tag mi before u leave ty! at night going to eat with family at taste of thailand then after tat i will be going to raymond birthday party =)

2009-09-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

Ok guys i back to blogging lol sry to abandon my blog lazy ma and my godbro didnt send mi those pics! so ytd afternoon went to old marsling for lunch and pool , can consider not bad haha. after tat cab back to sembawang around 8+ then went to weijie house to play 2 match of dota.around 12am went off to bishan park to meet my godbro,peggy,zhukai,vanessa,jeffery,yiting,k2 & jenny. and guys u can see all gt a partner only i dont have -.- but at least its still fun after all. There was qutie alot of ppl siol at there so we decided to wait awhile for lesser ppl then we start prawning! we rent for 3 hours and i caught 3 prawns lor not bad hor! so 3 hour have pass & 9 prawns is all we gt dam funny, somemore alot small 1 de. 4 ppl prawning for 3 hour = 9 prawns. after prawning straight go bbq them! when we are bbqing we look at others table everyone pit is full of prawns. actually alot of prawns nvm le but some of them is rlly BIG one . u see my pics u know liao how big the difference is, it even look like lobster lor -.- after everything vanesa longbang mi to amk mrt then i take first train go home dam tiring. actually sometimes i feel wierd going out with them cause maybe age gap, all is 20+ de only i 17 but they are sure a fun group of ppl. the treat mi well 2 so tats all for ytd! cya & tc guys LOVE U ALL. when can i rlly find the right gal hais

2009-08-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

Ok been few days i haven been blogging cause lazy haha hmmmmmm on friday night went to bq with my godbro. reach there around 12 then started drinking at beer belly, quite alot of ppl on tat day. drink about also not sure how much lol then around 5+ took cab go home. reach at sembawang then i find out i dont have left any money -.- then i bobian must cal parents come down help mi pay. fuck tat im here to apologize to my parents, forgotten the money i gave to my godbro cause of the last week onbill money. went up and have a gd sleep! on sat whole day at home but at night i gt go to fitness to train abit cause rotting at home. so nth much on my weekends but tml going out already song! my life now is wake up ,eat, cs , dota, exercise, sleep lol

2009-08-23T20:05:00.000-07:00

couples makes mi go crazy !

2009-08-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

Ok guys im back from chalet was dam shag siol 2 days sleep very less haha keep on drink & drink & drink. took cab there with my hall2 bros then meet up with hui the birthday boi.slack & play at there for 2 nights til sunday. we brought 1 martel, 2 barcadi & 1 terqila for drinking at night! hui uncle also give him a bottle of red wine then he pass to us to drink wooooooooooo.at there also saw yiting, slack with her then she ask mi go join her friends tgt play. so went over to there & the game i was like kana tok! im nub ma in tat game & its the first time i play so loser drink martel & vodka. actually nth much to post just normal bbq & drinking but quite fun . its been so long since all hall2 ppl took photo tgt. i want to say HALL2 Huat la, we have been tgt for 6 years & this is wat i cal brotherhood =) & i would like to thks those who concern about mi LOVE U ALL!

2009-08-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to blk 608 at amk to meet my godbro then drink at the coffeeshop lor. the beer just keep coming and coming lol then after tat around 1am cab down to bq . went to mansion first then folo by speed. we decided to hold bill til nxt sunday cause we all low in cash, so drank martel and sing songs! the feeling is so relaxing & no nd to bother anything. i decide to close tat matter ba even my godbro say sua since she is a gal & i love her once? okok enough of tat drank til morning 6+ took train home and i actually sleep til overshot dots. then took back from woodlands to sembawang lol. reach home around 7+ then straight lie on bed then off to sleep. school start at 9 i wake up at 11+, i actually dont want go to school de but bobian got go at least better than didnt go at all. change all then reached school at 12pm then blablabla. at night meet up with my hall2 bro to buy alcohol for tml hui chalet! song ah finally reached liao, gona enjoy and forget everything! will be going to chalet maybe til sunday? okok tats all for today anyway readers of mine pls leave a comment before u leave to make it more lively alright? THANKS BABES & HUNKS!

2009-08-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

i rlly dont know wat to do with this matter , rlly making mi so stress and fuck up. hais forget it later going down to bq & drink with my godbro & k2.LET ALL FUCKING SHIT TO BE FORGOTTEN LA!

2009-08-16T03:08:00.000-07:00

Crying as listening to music so everything ended. i hate u rlly thought u will be the gal tat i can settle down with but just wishful thinking. looking baack to the past im still all alone now , its rlly the dam fucking 1st time stead with someone & break so fast. im speechless i wont say anything anymore just want to remind myself SINGLE sua! no troubles & no worries. u said tat u are tired & i can tell u im more tired than u are. i rlly give up in relationship. single once again , how i wish things can go back to those moments whereby im most happi with. fuck love & fate like to fool ppl around . i can always bring a smile to everyone but within every smile, its a pain tat noone can ever think of. i seems happi but i am not i rlly envy those swit & last long de couple out there.

2009-08-15T19:55:00.000-07:00

Ytd last min at night plan to go to bq cause my godbro friend gt feel to sing! haha same goes to mi feel like singing and drinking cause i around 2 week didnt go down to bq liao. cab there then went to martin & drink ,starting drinking was quite bored cause low in cash then must slowly drink . lao tei went up then started drinking barcada is very song de lor! lao tei ask mi want drink anot then i play, loser drink. when i drink was like very song cause the martel and chivas all is 40% but this barcada name 150 was 75.5%. best part is my godbro give mi nake 1 shot plus out fire on top of it, when i drink i was like nearly viomit lor fucking hot lol. after tat drink and sing til 6+ went to have prata then my cousin lobang mi home. all the pics my face like funny kind of high and happening tat night haha. baby im missing u im missing u & im still missing u!

2009-08-15T03:18:00.000-07:00

Today ownself go lavender to make a replacement of ic after tat meet baby at paya lebar cause she having tuition at there =) so waited for her at paya lebar after my ic is done. meet her then headed over to vivo for movies but sad thing is all the movie we want see left first row de seat so decided not to watch. instead of watching movie my stupid pig ask mi go toy r us then we fool around at there haha. after tat went to cine , walk & walk then went to have dessert. after awhile baby gtg liao cause meeting her family so goodbye kiss to baby & sayonara took train back to sembawang. my mei finally return mi my LONG LOST soccer ball then slack chat awhile then went home. nxt friday is hui birthday, most hall2 ppl are going. finally a gathering of hall2 ppl arbo this brotherhood is no longer cal brotherhood liao. looking forward to the chalet! BABY I LOVE U %.%^.^$ & i found out tat whenever i take photo my face is like cmi lol

2009-08-13T22:50:00.000-07:00

Didnt blog for few days liao so im back for blogging hmmmm firstly i gt to say i miss baby man! happi tat today is meeting her but is kind of very late so later going out with jiaxun cause today he off.making trip down to old marsling to buy things and walkwalk. its been so long i gay with him so cant wait LOL . baby ah baby im here i love u & i dont care wat ppl say about us =)

2009-08-09T22:24:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to east coast park with andy and samuel! took bus from woodlands to marine parade is a fcuking long journey 1hr u know! so reach there and meet atikaq and her friends, chat & chat then eat chicken & start to play games & drink. i want to promote my friend SAMUEL the drunk boi if u guys at there u all sure laugh ur @ss out. he was dancing singing and hugging tree & FUCK . so tahan til morning 1st bus headed home & have a gd sleep! anyway im missing my cute idiot piggy baby even its just 1 day =) feel so weird when didnt hug & kiss u everyday , today also didnt meet but nvm i will be missing u & will be waiting for the nxt day to meet again ah mwah u this gongong pig!

2009-08-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

Officially stead on o9o8o9 baby hope u are the gal tat i have been looking for. from the bottom of my heart i want to tell u i love u! every year national day is our anniversary also mwah!

2009-08-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

Some of the outdated pics sentosa outing and go bq for drinking with my godbro

2009-08-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

Lots of pics with my idiot babypig hmmm today went to watch where gt ghost movie . its dam fucking funny lor haha mi and baby laugh til like no tml like tat. i rlly must ban the pig of mine from going to toliet liao! keep on tell mi want go peee go peeee go peeeeee! idiot baby xD love u

2009-08-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today as usual school finish go home wait for 4.30 show then dota then lie on bed haha. aftere tat around 7 went to meet baby piggy =) went to sp mac to study then reach 9 headed over to playground & slack. say alot of things & then baby sing song not bad siol wahahahaha. somehow emo lol tats my pattern siiol & last thing to say MY STUPID IDIOT BABY PIG LIKES TO PEEEE AND PEEEE AND PEEEEEEE wierdo!!!!! OPPPSSS =X

2009-08-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today went to meet my idiot at her house there then we headed to sp ! idiot accompany mi eat then went to library to study but hor instead of studying we chat til dont study =X so after library is close we went to canberra park & play swing =) my dear idiot pig enjoy so much , seeing her happi makes my job done! so cab back to near her house cause lazy to walk haha dam pig lor. after tat her home then home swit home

2009-07-31T17:31:00.000-07:00

Ytd pei babypig again this time round hong her to sleep =) wake up in the morning went home, suddenly feel so hungry lol dont know wats going on sia. today going down to bq with my godbro so drink & relax & i will be missing tat someone too ^.^

2009-07-30T20:16:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to meet my babypig haha accompany her go take photo then we walk around sembawang. i will always be there for u & i will nv fail to make u smile =) around 10 send her home then home swit home!

2009-07-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

Fuck it my life rlly sucks, i rlly dont know wat to do now. tml going down to bq just drink & forget everything ba hopefully?

2009-07-26T17:36:00.000-07:00

Ok 6 days days didnt blog liao hmmmmmmmm so nth much my life cycle is like always the same.on friday went to sentosa with classmates. actually all say steady around 10+ ppl coming de but end up altgt only 6 ppl turn up.wtf sia so nxt time want go out or wat i also sure put aeroplane with them 1. at least still not bad went there play volleyball then some games in the water. around 8+ went down to bq to find my godbro.as usual drink & drink nearly drunk this time round cause just moodless. & as for ytd friend jio mi go down bq again actually dont want go de cause rlly no money liao but friend say nvm then i go with them lor. reach there around 11+ went to wild & then jasmine order 1 martel so drink & sing song til 3+ cab home then went to find someone & finally 7+ reach home & sleep! i belive if a person rlly love u, he/she will do anything to be with u. if things belong to u sure will be urs ONLY but if things doesnt belong to u, it will nv will be. forget about those hurting past & i will caryy on serching for the right gerl.

2009-07-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

im feeling fucking emo now hais. why everything i do & i try so hard to make u mine but everything goes down to the drain. u nv know how suffering & painful i am, i seems happi & active everytime but at night im always lock at 1 corner crying & bleeding. WHO THE FUCK RLLY KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE & WHO THE FUCK ARE THERE FOR MI?

2009-07-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

Today went to sp buy contact lens & eat kfc with jiaxun then go arcade awhile.sian sian sian going to camp at home for money! emo emo & emo exercise & exercise study & study!

2009-07-18T01:56:00.000-07:00

Ytd night keep on ask ppl for money cause in need of it.to return money for the martel money & drinking again. i thks jiaxun & dominic for lending mi money thks brother. real brother are hard to find trust mi . so after lending altgt 60 from them then my godbro go lend money from parents also. we dam broke but rlly like emo want go drink. so my godbro reach speed first then mi & my cousin + 2 gerls took cab down to bq.reach there open martel then drink & drink, even i sing song is fucking emo hais kind of stress yea? after tat open 2nd martel then drink & drink again, folo up by 1 jug of beer then finally the 3rd martel. around morning 6+ went to mansion to drink 4th martel again. hais im rlly fucking broke now hope to clear those money i owned, my godbro & cousin also fucking broke. see them like tat i also helpless, im not rich or not nth to worry also. even morning taking cab home also is a problem. dont know wat to say ba i think i will fucking quit drinking ba, without drinking wats more can i do? wait til i clear all debt then say ba & im still fucking single.

2009-07-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

Ok ytd night went to senkang meet my godbro then we headed over to take birthday cake. its ahcai birthday so we all going to celebrate at boatquay =) reach there sing & sing songs quite emo also & ytd from around 9 drink til morning 7+ . total we ko 8 bottle of martel if im not wrong & some jug of beer. did enjoy but reach home at 8+ super fucking tired. lye on the bed then gone case sleep for 1 hour then wake up at 10+. bobian i already promise my mother i will go school so i wake up & get change all. reach school i gt the fucking alcohol smell very strong & my face all red eyes also. my friend ask mi why u cry ah lol im emo im alone wat to do ? all i can do is just simply day pass by day hope tat someone will eventuallly change my life. going to bq again think friday or sat drink & drink let all the unhappi things wash away!