Ng Yu NoNg Aka }{2-LiFeIsFaTe[D]
Born on 11oct1992
MuayThai Is my life
I am a Emo , Loves Singing , Alcohol , Naurto Freak!

Wishlist:

Punching bag
Get more fattier!
Try to aim higher nitec then proceed to poly
Save money for bike
Lastly wish everyone to be happi, safe & sound.
More money
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Saturday, November 21, 2009, 6:45 AM

Ytd night drinking section with my hall2 bro at our usual place hall2. gt mi,jian,dom,weijie,weihao & dada. starting ownself go aj mart buy vodka & ownself start drinking alone outside. the slience of the night & im alone, tat kind of feeling make mi start to think alot of things. just feeling so down ytd cause of some matters. everyone was nearly drunk or can say drunk? all i do ytd night is just drink & drink wanted more & more. drinking cant change anything tat has been done but it can at least make mi feel better? my health is like getting weaker & weaker but its ok ba. my life is rlly getting kind of boring already yea? nd to find something meaningful or wat to do liao ba. cant spend all my time drinking & drinking. the funny part was ytd night after finish 2 bottle of vodka then i tell them 1 more bottle so i went to buy again. after finish the 3rd bottle i tell them 1 more bottle again cause i want more so went to buy again. same story repeats again after the 4th bottle i tell them 1 more bottle again. at tat point of time everyone was like going drunk liao so regardless of tat i went to buy again. after drinking finish the 5th bottle everyone was like ok rlly gone liao but i tell them rlly steady last bottle SO i went to buy the last & final bottle. i did viomit but i continue to drink & i swear i was not drunk at all, im very clear just tat im kind of high & fucking emo? spent around 80 for tat? wat spent is spent & at least alcohol do rlly make mi feel better ba. i know tat there are ppl out there who care & love mi but im always feeling all alone. hais why is my life turning out to be in this way? can i just have someone tat can be there for mii whenever i nd. shower mi with love & folo mi through the rest of my life? life is getting harder & harder each day. tc my readers do tag mi .