Ng Yu NoNg Aka }{2-LiFeIsFaTe[D]
Born on 11oct1992
MuayThai Is my life
I am a Emo , Loves Singing , Alcohol , Naurto Freak!

Wishlist:

Punching bag
Get more fattier!
Try to aim higher nitec then proceed to poly
Save money for bike
Lastly wish everyone to be happi, safe & sound.
More money
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Friday, October 16, 2009, 10:39 PM

Shall post wat happen ytd man, ytd went down to bq alone. was heading to mrt around 11.25 but hor they say no last train to raffles place liao tmd -.- in the end must waste money cab down. reach there went to speed and alan they all was there liao. i keep quiet and walk to a corner and sit, didnt even reply them. alan & carol was like dulan cause didnt cal them all just no mood yea? so alan ask mi to sit tgt with them bcos i plan to sit alone at 1 corner de. so we order few jug of beer & martel, i was drinking so fast eariler on dam song but pain also -.- bcos im still sick. after tat i fucking bring the book tat i plan to give to SOMEONE but think no nd anymore since u think im a jerk or wat watever just let it be then. i take out my pen and continue to write IM SORRY SORRY til 30 pages.Actually plan to use blood to write im sorry at the last page 1 but when i cut suddenly forgot to do tat -.- in the pub write those childish thing is kind of stupid yea haha. after writing went to toliet with stupid penknives i brought. somehow i dont know why i take the penknife and slash my hand haha. so i came out acting cum gong nth happen but after awhile my blood keep dripping down the floor then someone notice it. 1 of the ppl tell alan tat ur godbro was bleeding then all of them were fucking dulan. even kelvin the bartender also scold mi say cb u stupid or wat even i have more problems than u. i went to the basin and wash my cuts & kelvin help mi apply medicine, i thks u all for caring for mi but i already told u all this will be the first & the very last time i do this stupid thing. alan told mi tat alot of ppl say i nearly commit suicide in speed cause alot of blood -.- im here to say sry to alan,kelvin,k2,jenny,yiting,jeffery & clarence . i know i make u all fucking sad & angry but noone understand how i feel. after everything happen continue drinking til 7 then cab home. when i cut myself i rlly cant feel any pain cause my heart is already dead =) i know im stupid & silly doing this childish act but its since long i did this. i know by cutting doesnt help at all but at least let mi feel some blood. i give up on love & love give up on mi. hope things will be better when im leading my single life. the cut in my hand is qutie deep lol but its ok time will heal the wounds but not my heart. i dont mind being the jerk in ur eyes cause i know my love for u is true from the start til the day we break. anyway im like going to have no voice already sia bcos drink too much but now healing in progess. hope i can recover by the time school start. once again i thks & sry for those ppl who care & concern about mi. i love u guys.